Officially

I’m sorry for not being a good woman to you. I’m sorry for the lies, cheating, and disrespect. I’m sorry I didn’t prove anything to you and try harder. I hate that you hate me now and I hate what I took from you. I’m sorry for the awful things I asked of you and said to you, I wasn’t a good person and I did horrible things when I should have calmed down and been happy to have someone that cared about me. If I could go back and change it all I would have just let you live your life. I didn’t think about anything I did or said and I should have never tried to talk to you. You were fine and that’s just how it should have stayed. You were right about me needing to change and so I did, I’m sorry it wasn’t for you. I’m sorry that I was arrogant, ignorant, and selfish chasing a man who didn’t deserve it. I’m sorry I can’t take it all away, I know you’d rather forget about me. I am sorry that it took me so long to say I’m sorry. I wasn’t ever good enough for you and I’m glad you are fine again. I hope you stay fine and find someone that will make you amazingly happy. You deserve for your world to be bright and that smile to be on your face all the time. I’m not asking forgiveness because it’s not something to forgive. And I won’t ever forget. I just want you to know that when I feel like being tempted I think of how I made you feel, what it did to you, how it affected us, and I don’t get tempted anymore. I’m always going to be sorry. 

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